vision resides in the heart

i see an open field.  in the distance a ring of mountains holds this land in its embrace.  it’s a field where the grasses find delight in the movement of the wind.  it’s a field where i stand surrounded by a large circle of allies and friends.. some from waking reality, some from my dream relationships.  i’m in an open field and the sun is warm on my face and neck.  the sun is high in the sky.  i feel the warmth of this time.  i feel myself wondering why i’m here.  i feel myself held by the companionship of this circle of friends.  i feel my life shudder.  i feel myself wondering why i’m here.  i feel myself knowing that i’ve stepped away and away and away from doing till i’m not sure where or how to put my energies in service to the great transformation that is underway.  i feel the transformation and i know it is part of my destiny to help make that change visible in the world.